I wish I could say I never hurt anybody's feelings, or said things without thinking before I spoke, but unfortunately sometimes I let my emotion's get the best of me and don't use the "foot in mouth" theory as much as I should!
Things have been so stressful lately for me. Phoenix had such a hard time (and so did I) the first week of Kdg. (not sure who cried more), someone who is close to me is going through some rough patches and she is thousands of miles away which makes me completely helpless, and then the BIG one...My brother is getting married this Saturday!
Now normally a wedding is all glitz and glamour, and full of happy emotions (and please don't take this the wrong way, I am happy for him and his soon to be wife) but that day a big piece of all of us will be missing.....my mother! I can just picture her in a pretty long dress (nothing too fancy because she wouldn't want to take away from the bride...that's just how she was) with her pretty hair curled, and lots of tissue because she was definitely an emotional person, and although mom will be there in spirit, I know my brother will have an emotional day!
So back to the admitting when I'm wrong part of this........ I posted something on my Facebook the other day because I let my emotions get the best of me and just vented on FB (which I should have never done) It started LOT'S of drama that was sooooo not needed! I won't apologize for the way I feel because I am hurt about ALOT of things that have gone on since my mother past, but I know I am not perfect either! I was out of line, and caused some family drama today that should have NEVER happened! Anyone who knows me, knows that I would NEVER intentionally hurt or upset anyone (especially my family) so.....for what it's worth I am very sorry to whoever I upset, or whoever even had to read the horrible post's going back and forth on my wall from some of my family member's today....I have definitely learned that Facebook probably isn't the best place for venting!
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